...: wedding jitters....

m sOOOO pOOped....
finally experienced the feeling Of trying gOwns till phObic!!!

slept in late tOday...
shOwered...
gOt dressed...
tOOk train ride dwn tO bugis...
bumped intO pOng...
had quick cOffee...
went dwn bridal shOp...
met my MUA...
had my trial makeup dOne while pOng kept himself entertained with his phOne...
san-d had sOme last min crOps up at wOrk...
my trial makeup was all natural and nice...
she reminded mi tO dO mOre mask befOre the phOtOshOOt....
*damnz**
mi been neglecting my face real bad....

anyways...
*phew** san-d made it in time fOr my gOwns fitting and chOOsing....
had sOme WG + EG chOOsing tO dO....
1 each.
bOth are fOr my OutdOOr phOtOshOOt...
while trying Out the gOwns....
kept staring at my MTM EG hanging Off the rack...
was *speechless**
nOt speechlessly nice... but speechlessly "Oh my gOd... is tat mine??"
lOOks ..........
weird.
tats all i cOuld think Of.....
was like NO NO
tats it.....
my MTM EG is a disaster!!!!
luckily san-d was ther tO calm my nerves....
thOugh she was saying the tOp part lOOks like seashells....
whichh i dO admit they really LOOK LIKE SEASHELLS...
she added On sOmetimes hv tO wear it tO see hOw it really lOOk....
sO while waiting fOr the desginer tO arrive....
was trying gOwns after gOwns....
tOOk a little break...
dennn the desginer came...
changed intO my MTM EG...
was SUPER LOOSE!!!
was like huh?? its made accOrding tO my measurements??
mi lOst sOme mOre weight???
withOut realising???
cOOl!!!
anyway lOads Of adjustments tO be dOne!!!!
lOOks real weird as mi was staring intO the mirrOr....
jus cant put my finger tO wats wrOng....
and sOOO lucky fOr mi
san-d was ther with mi...
was like instant she pOinted Out the frOnt 2 straps thingy was the cause Of the weirdness
and true enuff Once we tOOk it Off....
wala. it lOOks much better...
in fact the sO call seashells lOOkalike thingy lOoks Okies wen she made the necessary adjustments with lOads lOads pins....
and suprisingly... mi lOoked Okies in the cOlOr tat dear chOOse!!!
nOt bad.
but nOw abit wOrried wat dear will think abt the EG
nOt quite wat mi expected....
sOO dunnOe hOw he'll react....
Oh well....
tried sOme mOre gOwns.....
decided On the OutdOrshOOt WG
but jus cant seem tO find any EG tat fits!!!
in end we gave up
will hv tO pOp by the Other studiO tOmOrrOw tO find the EG....
*sighh***
nO One is free tO acc mi....
tats wOrse...
all dis while mi hv super san-d....
she was ther wen we fOund my ideal WG
she's ther again tO pOint Out the prOb....
sO nO super wOnder san-d tOmOrrOw.....
*sighh**
hOpefully mi dun get brain freeze tOmOrrOw...

think m sOO stress tat kinda freaked myself Out...
and my brain jus stOpped

wOrking...
if nOt fOr san-d
seriOusly dunnOe wat tO dO mannz....
and luckily fOr mi.. i hv her...
m 101% sure dear will nvr hv this sOrt Of patience tO acc mi fOr all my gOwns fittings.....
tO sit thru all my tOrturOus gOwn fittings...

think the whOle wedding thing is really freaking mi Out...
dunnOe if mi can carry the whOle thing Off in the end.....
each time mi think abt all Our wedding stuffs
my mind gOes intO a daze.....
guess mi expects alOt ...
as in m tOO Overly meticulOus abt everything...
Oh well...
jus cant help dOing it can i?