christmas *

its kind of weird...
christmas is jus rOund the cOrner
but i dun feel tat "christmasy" dis yr...
usually by nOw wOuld hv been ticking Off my christmas lists and busy trying tO get the christmas shOpping dOne and the pressies wrapped...
and hving Our Own luvnest nOw wOuld Only make mi wanna decOr up Our place alittle...
nOt the Overly dOne sOrt (dear will sOOO freak Out!!!)
maybe jus alittle
jus fOr christmas spirits
but guess wat
nOthings been dOne
NOTHING.

except fOr afew tat mi gOt frm states & Online stuffs
bascially m sOO way way behind
*sighh**

guess its the cash restraints dis yr
(all thrOwn intO Our luvnest and upcOming wedding dinner.....)
maybe its alsO fact tat dear wOuldnt be arOund fOr christmas
and i'm jus tired Out frm wOrk
its nOt excatly the wOrk's wOrk....
i dunnOe
feels jus all strained Out and mentally exhausted.

Our bOnus is still pending....
unsure Of hOw fat and juicy Or skinny pathetic we'll be getting dis yr end....
*praying** very very hard tat its a gOOd One if nOt a fat and juicy One
sO as cann add sOme mOre stuffs tO Our luvnest....

my list Of stuffs tO get and buy jus gOes On and On and On..........
its a neverending list...


anyway nOt updated fOr the lOngest time i think...
jus simply nOt in the mOOd...

bascially nOthing much
pretty much the usual wOrk and hOme thingy...
but foreseeing mOre stuffs tO update sOOn with the ICU's party...
jess and ken's wedding dinner rOund the cOrner...
hv afew stuffs tO DIY
and lOts lOts stuffs tO discuss and finalise...
kind Of stress Oredi
cOs will be helping Out
wOrried nOt being able tO dO a gOOd jOb.

think i jus THINK tOO much
anyway mi finally survived my 5th day Of freaking am shift!!!
every mOrning was a struggle tO get Out Of bed
finally i cann zzzz in late tOday!!!


Ohh adelene shld be back le....
cant wait fOr her tO settle dwn and get my lOOt frm her manz....
gOt sOme mOre cOach + ralph lauren stuffs...
besides Online shOpping...
hvnt been really Out in the shOps shOpping...
but mi finally cOuldnt resist the 50% Off sale at the VIVI shOe shOp
and gOt myself a pair Of gOlden heels

(nOt sOO nicely captured On the pic)
prOb keep fOr jess' wedding nite tO wear...
actually ther's anOther nicer pair but tat was the last pair with sOme Of the crystals drOpped Off...
thus settling fOr 2nd best...

Ohh recently chanced upOn dis adOpt an earring
sOme very nice wOrks she has...
jus received mine
very pretty it is.
yes Online shOpping again
sOO sinful mannz....

Ohh and guess wat??
hv nOt sign up with any bridal shOp yet!!!!
*sighh**
all my excitement and enthusiasm has kind Of died by nOw...
waiting fOr dear tO be free tO pOp dwn tO decide......
jess, jude and even sharOn all dOne
all except mine
Oh well
still hv time?? i guess....

nOt sure wat i'm typing here...
think i better head off tO dreamland sOOn
can hardly keep my eyes Open....
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