bOring...

Sometimes feel kinda embarrassed tO blOg...
'cOs mi lead such a bOring life...
seems that nOthing much is interesting enOugh fOr mi tO pen it dwn....

but then again
my life's kind Of dramatic in its Own way
confusing eh....

well guess i hv nO adOrable cutie pie like BB viOlet tO keep my blOg interesting....

wOrk
zzzzz
wOrk
zzzzz

cant seem tO get myself intO the mOOd fOr anything
think i seriOusly need a HOLIDAY!!!!
m missing Our bangkOk trip
thOugh it was a shOrt 4days3nites thingy
and even thOugh we had Our little bickers alOng the trip
it was a wOnderful One.
alsO my hOngkOng trip with san-d and avia---- BEST!!!
3days was sOO nOt enuff!!!
i wanna shOp eat shOp eat till i drOp again!!!


dear is terribly busy with wOrk
and bOring mi has simply nO mOOd fOr anything...
think its PMS
hmmmmmmm............

sO wher's the drama i'm tOking abt??
well
my mum was very ill fOr the lOngest time
i was sOrt Of the crazy inplace "mummY" fOr my pOOr tramautised sis
why traumatised??
by mi Of cOs
wahahahhahahah
dennn my brO expired due tO a mOtOr accident
he actually expired the day befOre i start my 1st day at wOrk
anyway......
i hv rather "interesting" few relatiOnships which i guess i was SERIOUSLY BLIND, DEAF and blOOdy idiOt
well, finally after sOO many blOody rOunds
mi met dear at last
and befOre i knOw it
we're married and setting up Our little place call- hOme
Our weddding dinner is in anOther 10mths time....
denn my FIL gOt really sick
and still is...
Ohh the mOre drama issues i get daily is ObviOusly frm my wOrk
wher i get tO see the cruel reality Of life
birth, life and Of cOs death.
its unknOwn tO lOts tat ther's actually sOOO many sick children
the cOngenital Ones
the acute Ones
the chrOnic Ones
we get tO see hOw easily a little life can be taken away frm a previOusly happy family
frm the shOrtest time tO the slOw lOng painful prOcess....
it hurts tO see hOw little we can dO at times
as ther's really nOthiing much as tat can be dOne
the ugly side Of human flashes by
as the families painfully absOrbs and accepts the cruel truth.
but nOt all is sad at times
we get happy Ones as well- which is wen they recOver and leave Our place with a smile & thank yOu.
at times pple ask if i get affected wen i see sO many deaths
as much as i try nOt tO
deep dwn it always leaves an impact
everyOne single One....
the Only cOnsOlatiOn- in a diff pOint Of view- release frm suffering and tO a happier place
like all pple say
all children gOes tO heaven
wher ther's nO pain


Oh well...

besides all these
my life seems rather bOring
isint it??