-_-

hv nOt been blOgging.. basically jus simply nOt in the mOOd tO dO sOO..
as usual, many things had happened..
but time waits fOr nO One, life jus gOes On...


anyway, finally change my blOg skin! sand was saying- wOw sO stary**
heh heh..


22nd feb
is my brOther's birthday.. but he's nO lOnger arOund.
everynOw & den i wOnder- wat wOuld life be if he's still arOund? he cOuld be married & even hv kids by nOw..
always wOnder- maybe it'll be better tat i die in place Of him.. after all he's the eldest & the Only sOn. wish i cann... -_-
think life wOuld definetly be better with him arOund instead Of mi.
if Only.......
misses him lOts..
if i cOuld turn back time.


maybe tats why i'm feeling kind Of lOw..
maybe tats why i wish i can get a call frm "him" Or even jus a msg...
"his" presence has made mi adapt & cOpe better with stuffs. & m actually much happier ever since "he" stOps by..
guess "he's" ignOring mi?
*shrug**
is it gOnna be anOther passing clOud, tats never meant tO stay? Or a shOOting star* tats sO nice & beautiful, but never last...


dunnOe anything anymOre.


happy bithday "gOr gOr".